Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
i havent really talked to you for a while hahhah
i dont care what choir is doing to me
as in i am not supposed to feel emotionally demoralised and all
sickening sometimes
aiyahh
actually
im not depressed anymore
i dont wanna cry for some fucking big but trivial shit problems
that half of cca arent freaking aware of
what kinda shit
so you re depressed?
well
i hope you ll be fine soon yes
can you please dont be with the person who gave jasmine that bump on her head please
i mean
nvm
ahhaa
im not in any position to order you arnd anyway
i dunno
but well
lets do it tgt
get through
i trust that you are not mutilating yourself?
because if you do you are disappointing me
because you were the one who told me noto to do it in the first place
who wrote letters to me
talked to me about it
and helped me through it
and now you have done it yourself
why did you have to be so
so influential
so easily impressed upon?
dont follow the crowd,miss.
follow your heart.
actually
why in the first place do people get so depressed
reasons:
1.they really have problems
2.they have mental problems
3.they like being depressed because they want people to notice them
4.they have low self esteem ie inferiority complex
which has thus led to mutilation and tears and other notions of that sort
you know
i think back of when i was the one who was doing it
and er
laugh?
because
it was so STUPID
i think i was seriously ruffled up at the time
what exactly
could have reduced me to such a pitiful emotional wreck
but
life i guess
its just another stepping stone in life.
like when we are young ,small,
we get angry a t the most trivial situations
and
we grow very slowly,at a constant pace.
but i think
as we grow older,
we learn more and more from experience
and every step we take is a bigger one
a more difficult one
so that is why
if you have a lot of experience alr
and you look at the problems your little sister has
and stuff
you should try to understand their dilemma
and help them
not laugh at them and brush away their cries for tiny stupid matters
they hurt like we do when we face a situation that daunts us
eeh
why am i typing all this
but anws
love,
<3
jean.
learn to stand up for yourself
let your heart out.