Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
well
i dont know either
hahha
and
i wasnt really directing it at you la,
just.telling you what i think
i want to go out with you guys soon too.
pity i didnt go yesterday.
hope i didnt sound too selfish in the previous post though,
i hope you re fine
and im supposed to empathise with you
not like say what i said in the previous post
so
okay
i trust that you have stopped cutting
how bout
one day soon lets go kickboxing with alicia?
she said yes alr
!
so we can just box that sack of shit for two hours without stopping
and get all the sadness and irritation and depression out.
...
but i know depression makes you feel like you dont want to get it out of your system right
you just want to wallow in it and
and be sad
its kindof addictive
its like sian if you try to be happy.
which was what it was like for me too,
which was why i was in such a pitiful state for such a long time \:
thats why i think you might have to do sth
like exercise
to get it out
but
i know i probably dont sound like i understand,do i.
its actually all up to you,how you want to handle the situation,
whether you want to stay here and think about all the bad things
that are past already or are occurring at the moment
or concentrate on the good points and try to improve all that is around you
and yourself before that,duhh, .
and maybe you ve already gone and done all that but
its no use.
so
you ve just got to tell yourself
that you have to live with it.
live with the fact that whatever is disturbing you is there
you cant do anything about it
and that it is actually a part of your experience
in life
and some kind of obstacle at that,yes.
so try
try and take in your stride
or detour
think
and detour what has been blinding you for so long
even if you do not know what lies ahead
just go ahead
walk around it
like i did
and that was only once for me anyway
and i know that there will be more for me to come in the future
and for you as well
so brace up for the tough ride
(like we havent)
and shoot through
what you do is for yourself
(not selfishly of course)
as in
dont let people take advantage of you
because you are the only person who can control your movements and your thoughts
dont let someone else do it for you
follow yourself
dont let others affect you so much to this point in time
where you become an emotional wreck
dont become like my previous self
try and get over it
so yes
love you loads(:
this chunk of text may not do you any good,but well
read it and think yes.?
love,
<3
jean
keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground.
<3
let your heart out.