Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
sorry
what am i supposed to say now
i dont know
im just really confused
im not angry and im not depressed
im just sorta messed up everywhere
if i made you feel bad im sorry
you just
gave me and
many people that impression
i dont know
and i didnt know what the fuck i could do so i just did that post
well
and
i ve been having really weird dreams
two had you inside
the first one was:
my senior was wearing this weird bali outfit
she was holding a gong
and there were a lot of weird guys with the somewhat same outfit behind her
holding some kind of gong or knife or wdv
and they all stared like shit at me
and stared and stared and stared
and they all moved slowly
like uniformly,and like took one step at a time towards me
so i freaked
it was in school
so i screamed and i ran and ran and ran
and i bumped into jasmine
and i told her what was happening
then we ran to the toilet
and i saw adrian wong washing his face
and next to him was my that senior still in the bali clothes
and she was washing her face too
then adrian wong started telling me it was some sorta competition thingy
and he gave me this newspaper and highlighter
and told me to highlight all the sadistic phrases i could find
and you know what
the whole newspaper was full of your smses
all the i cut faith and irresistable wdv
and i started screaming
then i woke up really scared
the next one
which was ytds one
i was walking with you in school
and we were both very happy
and there was a lot of sunlight and all
then suddenly you disappeared
and i got really freaked again
then i woke up
ya
i dunno lah
very morbid
i think im paranoid or sth
im sad
i dunno
maybe we should just start over
and forget everything that happened so long ago
and be happy
i dunno
i miss you alots
im going to cry
i dunno why
sorry
let your heart out.