Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
sorry
so long
goodbye
<3 maybe a millenium later i ll walk with you on the highway,
rain drenched and jubilant
maybe i ll runaway with you
at night
because my dads gone mad
but then again
my dad is my dad
even if i dont love him
im still his daughter
and i dont call my dad a dickhead at least
so i dont think i will anyway
haha
sorry s all my fault
right?
me for running away from you
for my own reasons
dont think you know how i feel
think you must think im freakish
just poom disappear without any explanation
sorry
but if i explain
i thought you read my blog
i think?
i didnt reply you
because i didnt want to
because i didnt want to be stuck to you again
i want to stand up
when the stars are trying to get me down
and the waves are trying to drown me
i just have to stand up through the rain
you know
deal
with everything
which is why i dont have any hol hw left to do
feel stuck though
how stuffy can my damn hell room get
its irritating and frustrating but its worth it
haha
dont think you still come here right
i still reread it
i read pys blog and
im not sure if its the same post you read but i agree
those times when i didnt go with you
i went to find jasmine and friends
and well
you know
i kindof did cry a tad bit
no a lot actually
whats the point of telling you this
i dont want you to ask me anything
i dont think you ll ever return
so
you should just yeah,
keep it up
go on
heighten your status
enhance your physical appearance
really
whatever
im ignoring it, cross my heart and hope to die
i cant scold you alright
ive done it once before
and its not like im your mummy dearest
either
andim not in any position too
im working towards being the best person i can be
and im proud of my efforts
haha
i dunno what youd think
so good bye
so long
farewell
seeyousoon.
jean.
let your heart out.